March 2011
2 posts
February 2011
3 posts
janbernard asked: What ethnicity are you?
January 2011
13 posts
“I can finally say Bitch, Fuckyou.”
Repetitions.
Have you ever got annoyed of things that has been constantly repeating? Like someone tapping their pen in the middle of a test when everyone is trying to think, someone poking you for minutes, or an annoying kid who won’t stop talking in class? Yeah, those get on my nerves too. But the bigger question is, have you ever constantly got hurt by someone, a loved one? The feeling is an intense...
December 2010
20 posts
“I play life like chess. I always know my next move. And I’m always knowing...”
– K.Grimm
“I keep my shit classy.”
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
My. My. My. My. My. My. My.
Life. Life. Life....”
On and on.
Boy after boy, I get the same shit every time.. The “I’m different from others.” yeah, bullshit. I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of getting hurt all the time. I’m honestly not the type to be some booty-call. I do not go around asking for anything. I respect myself and my body as well. I will only respect you if you respect me. It’s time to independent. I...
September 2010
12 posts
“My last chance, I’m not screwing it up.”
Intoxication.
I feel like I’m in my own world. I get to say, do whatever I want to do. I care less about the people around me. I think everything that someone does or says is hilarious. I don’t have to worry about anything or anyone. The numbness and tingling feeling goes throughout my body. I drink to kill selected memories. I feel better when I’m just in my world. It may be bad but, I live...
My only and last letter to you.
Dear Jesus Empleo,
I’ve been your daughter for 15 years. As a young child growing up, you and mother taught me right from wrong. You both taught me how to be humble instead of being a gready brat. You actually taught me how to ride a bike. I remember the first time you let go of the handle bars, I crashed into a parked truck. You laughed but you told me to get up and try again. You taught...
Welcome to hell.
God, I’ve been going through the same situation for months. I’ve been praying to you about this. I’ve been crying and I’ve been getting hurt. Why are you doing this to me? I’m getting torchured really bad. I’ve been trying to be strong and stand up for myself and all I get is a smack from you. Sometimes, I feel and want my life to end because I honestly do not...
“I know they say the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the...”
I hide everything behind my smile.
My love for you is slowly drifting away. I think it’s better off to be two instead one.
I can never tell you this.
I feel like I’m not important to you as much as others. I feel like I’m just “there.” Why do I always feel your hiding something from me? I can’t explain how I feel. When you’re alone with me, I feel like I’m a whole different happy person. When we’re in the real world.. it feels so different. When she shows up, you act like a totally different...
“When It’s clear that you don’t feel the same way for me… the...”
I learned how not to care.
Shit-talkers, back-stabbers, liars are in each and every person including me and whoever is reading this. But I still keep my head up high no matter how bad it is. The people you are with now are going to be with you until high school ends. 99% of your classmates now, are not going to be with you in your future. So why care about what they say?
