Have you ever got annoyed of things that has been constantly repeating? Like someone tapping their pen in the middle of a test when everyone is trying to think, someone poking you for minutes, or an annoying kid who won’t stop talking in class? Yeah, those get on my nerves too. But the bigger question is, have you ever constantly got hurt by someone, a loved one? The feeling is an intense vibe in the chest. You start to blackout for a bit. The trust, feelings, and honesty gone. The disappointment, anger, and doubts come. Every single day, you are stuck with a portrait rolling through your mind. No matter how bad you want it to stop seeing it, it ends up staying leaving with either tears or frustration. Forgiveness is a big word. Forgiving means that you will not do the action again. Forgiving too many times leaves a big fat scar. It’ll end up feeling you’re used to the pain and you do not know what to do. At the end, you will be on your own.

Now I know how some people feel.